Certain phrases for certain people in my life right now...
"I truly am missing you right now."
"I wanna get comfy with you."
"I think I am falling for you."
"I think I understand your situation right now but I am still unsure about you at all."
"You got me questioning about your true intentions."
"I got nothing much to say to you other than to just walk away."
"It has been awhile since..."
"I need to bitch with you."
"For the love of God and everything that is pure in this world, just go and god damn fucking freaking bloody drop-dead!!!"
PS: everyone is entitle to guess which phrase is for which one of my clique.
I Want You and I Think I Might Need You!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Fasting month is fun!
Fasting month is surprisingly freaking fun and crazy for me. From day one till today, it has been crazy catch or bitching session after one another. Almost everyday we will actually meet up and just talk crap or bitch about everything. From me taking MCs to my off days, to Q not going to work at all, to izhan's taking leave and his off days. We constantly feel the urge to meet up with each other and just plan, talk crap and looking forward to seeing each other the next day.
The iftar at lagoon was a really enjoyable moment, eventhough azman brought along ayan. I am so sorry about that, ifah! Surprisingly, azman and ayan are in contact with each other and they are rather close. Bloody hell! We all look freaking good in white except for syarif whom i completely forget to tell to wear a white top. It was really nice to have all of us down there. As much as we bitch and talk behind each others' back, which eventually we will all find out about it, we really do need and love each other so much. Thank god, gaz is no longer in the picture anymore. Seriously speaking, i don't even want to be friends with that 29 year old guy at all. I am truly grateful that the six of us are bonding more and more each day. As the day passes by, we are practically making more and more friends. Sometimes it is really stressful to just keep up with how many friends you have. Everytime we meet up with Q, ifah, neya, lala and now currently, herlyn, they keep bringing more and more of their friends. The weird thing is that they can actually click with us very well and would be looking forward to meeting us again.
Like just now, the six of us just meet up again. Total impromptu meeting session. We just realise that we are really alike in so many ways. There's six of us, the Seniors, izhan, Q and me. The Juniors, ayun, ifah and affyq. Ayun and izhan are so alike in many ways, Q and ifah having almost the same personalities and me and affyq are similar in our attitudes. We were laughing our asses off imitating each other. The Seniors and the Juniors were totally attacking each other like nobody's business. We just realise that me, izhan and Q have a lot of freaking bloody trademarks. Ayun, affyq and ifah could totally imitate us to the tee. Bloody bunch of assholes! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Oh ya, and a lot more planning to do. We are having too many outings people! From my point of view, practically almost all our outings are like bloody important!
Anyway, tomorrow will be breaking fast at my grandma's place! I kind of feel excited about it, sort of looking forward to meeting all my cousins there eventhough i am like meeting ayun everyday.
On to another topic, work has been totally crap lately. I am totally wishing for the day for me to get fired. I have already been given a warning letter! Yes! Both me and my collegue, fydah got a freaking warning letter! We were sort of excited about it since both of us wanted to quit the job but we know that we can't do it because we will sort of have to pay the fees or whatsoever. The only way would be for us to get fired! AHAHAHA!!! From the looks of it, i have a strong feeling i am just going to work until end of september or maybe even before that. I got no more interest in working at all. All i can think of right now is to go back to school. I am so freaking bloody desperate to go back to school and just get a bloody diploma.
I can't help it but i have been thinking about you since the last time we met. I thought it was just a crush and from what i know, it was just a crush. But then, how exactly do you explain the feeling that i am having for you right now? I am truly missing you so much. It is really weird. When you said goodbye to me and actually kissed me on both of my cheeks and hugged me so tight. At that point of time, i truly don't want to let go of you for fear of losing you. But what you told me was really sweet.
You said, "Hey, I gotta go or else i'll miss my last train. Don't worry bout me so much. You take care of yourself tau."
I replied, "B, you take care of your back tau. Kalau takleh buat, jangan buat. And try to see the MO so that you can drop pes."
"OK!", you replied back.
You gave me one last tight hug and i really don't want to let you go at all. Now i know the reason why i was having butterflies in my stomach all the way from tuesday till wednesday night. At that point of time, i actually realise that i have developed feelings for you. Eventhough it's impossible between us, i just want us to be as close of a friend as possible. I am still thinking of you right now.
Missing you so much right now...
The iftar at lagoon was a really enjoyable moment, eventhough azman brought along ayan. I am so sorry about that, ifah! Surprisingly, azman and ayan are in contact with each other and they are rather close. Bloody hell! We all look freaking good in white except for syarif whom i completely forget to tell to wear a white top. It was really nice to have all of us down there. As much as we bitch and talk behind each others' back, which eventually we will all find out about it, we really do need and love each other so much. Thank god, gaz is no longer in the picture anymore. Seriously speaking, i don't even want to be friends with that 29 year old guy at all. I am truly grateful that the six of us are bonding more and more each day. As the day passes by, we are practically making more and more friends. Sometimes it is really stressful to just keep up with how many friends you have. Everytime we meet up with Q, ifah, neya, lala and now currently, herlyn, they keep bringing more and more of their friends. The weird thing is that they can actually click with us very well and would be looking forward to meeting us again.
Like just now, the six of us just meet up again. Total impromptu meeting session. We just realise that we are really alike in so many ways. There's six of us, the Seniors, izhan, Q and me. The Juniors, ayun, ifah and affyq. Ayun and izhan are so alike in many ways, Q and ifah having almost the same personalities and me and affyq are similar in our attitudes. We were laughing our asses off imitating each other. The Seniors and the Juniors were totally attacking each other like nobody's business. We just realise that me, izhan and Q have a lot of freaking bloody trademarks. Ayun, affyq and ifah could totally imitate us to the tee. Bloody bunch of assholes! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Oh ya, and a lot more planning to do. We are having too many outings people! From my point of view, practically almost all our outings are like bloody important!
Anyway, tomorrow will be breaking fast at my grandma's place! I kind of feel excited about it, sort of looking forward to meeting all my cousins there eventhough i am like meeting ayun everyday.
On to another topic, work has been totally crap lately. I am totally wishing for the day for me to get fired. I have already been given a warning letter! Yes! Both me and my collegue, fydah got a freaking warning letter! We were sort of excited about it since both of us wanted to quit the job but we know that we can't do it because we will sort of have to pay the fees or whatsoever. The only way would be for us to get fired! AHAHAHA!!! From the looks of it, i have a strong feeling i am just going to work until end of september or maybe even before that. I got no more interest in working at all. All i can think of right now is to go back to school. I am so freaking bloody desperate to go back to school and just get a bloody diploma.
I can't help it but i have been thinking about you since the last time we met. I thought it was just a crush and from what i know, it was just a crush. But then, how exactly do you explain the feeling that i am having for you right now? I am truly missing you so much. It is really weird. When you said goodbye to me and actually kissed me on both of my cheeks and hugged me so tight. At that point of time, i truly don't want to let go of you for fear of losing you. But what you told me was really sweet.
You said, "Hey, I gotta go or else i'll miss my last train. Don't worry bout me so much. You take care of yourself tau."
I replied, "B, you take care of your back tau. Kalau takleh buat, jangan buat. And try to see the MO so that you can drop pes."
"OK!", you replied back.
You gave me one last tight hug and i really don't want to let you go at all. Now i know the reason why i was having butterflies in my stomach all the way from tuesday till wednesday night. At that point of time, i actually realise that i have developed feelings for you. Eventhough it's impossible between us, i just want us to be as close of a friend as possible. I am still thinking of you right now.
Missing you so much right now...
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