Well, what a hectic week it has been.
I'm just tired.
Like really tired.
Emotionally, physically and mentally drained out.
It was fun while it lasted.
From the late night movies with lala, aziera, ayun & ayan
next was the impromptu clubbing at O bar with syrin, cindy, QX, sally & Q,
to going REBEL with ayun, aziera, ayan, syima & taf,
to celebrating my roman birthday at dbl O last thursday night with the clique.
So many things to update that I am not even sure where do I start.
And of lately, I am getting more and more confused as the hours passes by into days.
I'm confused with matters of the work and surprisingly matters of the heart.
I have to admit that I am a little bit stress out with work and how mundane it can actually get.
It's almost the same old, same old, day in and day out.
All I care about is, around this month next year, I will be starting school and I'll be damned if I am still not in school yet.
That is my goal right now!
To go back to a god damn fucking bloody freaking forsaken school and study my ass off.
I need it, it's not a want, it is a damn need.
My feelings for you will never die and that is a promise that I will hold onto till the day I get buried six feet under.
It's just weird but seriously speaking, everytime I hug you, I never ever want to let you go.
I'm too scared to lose you.
But it's a pity as both of us know that we can never be together due to the circumstances that we are in.
Eventhough you did promise me that you'll always be there for me no matter what happen.
And I truly appreciate it.
Everytime I tell you that I love you, please do remember that I really mean it.
Anyway, dbl O was really nice eventhough there was a few cock-ups here and there.
I totally love you guys for coming down to celebrate my roman birthday. Totally felt very the MTV, "My Super Sweet 16".
& seriously speaking, I will never get tired of saying that I really love it that you guys sang me a birthday song.
It was the sweetest thing that you bunch of fuckers ever did for me.
I was truly touched by it.
I totally love you guys for coming down to celebrate my roman birthday. Totally felt very the MTV, "My Super Sweet 16".
& seriously speaking, I will never get tired of saying that I really love it that you guys sang me a birthday song.
It was the sweetest thing that you bunch of fuckers ever did for me.
I was truly touched by it.
PS: I Might Be Falling For You. Unsure yet thou...
