"Happy" by Leona Lewis

[Verse 1:]
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

[Verse 2:]
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

[Bridge:]
So and it's just that I can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

[Outro:]
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

PS: I just wanna be happy.

If Love is complicated then friendship would most likely be weird.

I just realise that in order to maintain your clique, you will lie, bitch, back-stab, manipulate and do all sorts of shits just to make sure that your so-called friends will back you up and trust you fully. I could not believe my ears when I heard from a friend of yours claiming that we hate your girlfriend that much. Being a so-called concerned friend, I ask your friend about your own well-being. The way that your friend was updating me was rather discomforting actually. I realise that there were cracks in the so-called truth that you told him. I just kept it to myself and didn't want to pursue the matter anymore. I don't see a point at all when you no longer regard me as a friend or even an acquaintance at all. I know I said that I do not want to pursue the issue at all but there is just this nagging voice at the back of my head that feels the need to type down everything. Furthermore, it's not like you're going to read my blog when you practically rejected my friend request at FaceBook thrice.

It takes two hands to clap and I have been clapping my own hand against the wind for almost a year and a half still hoping that you will be my friend. Never did realise that your ego is really that big. I don't want to be evil but who the fuck cares. I just pray that one fine day you will find out that the girl of your dreams has actually been engaged to another guy for almost 5 years and that they are getting married around the middle of next year. I do not know how you are going to handle the issue but I'm just praying and wishing your all the luck in the world. I guess that's what would happen when your ego is really humongous, your brain have a tendency to shrink to the size of a pea.

But let me clear this up with you, I'm willing to accept you back as my friend no matter what happen and I am truly sorry for whatever I have done to you in the past and hope that you will find it in your heart to forgive me and forget the whole thing and let's start afresh.

On to other topic, isn't it obvious that you're not welcome at all.

Anyway, so here I am at home on a saturday morning, was supposed to go KL but both yana and haiqal couldn't get off from work. Now, I'm going to get bored to death sitting at home.

PS: You're so sweet.