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I know this is so going to be wrong but why am I having a full-blown so-called "missing you" moments? Seriously, how well did I manage to suppress my feelings for you? I am actually thinking of you at this very moment. The way you smile, the way you talk, the way you had a tendency to s***** without you realising it, the way you look into people's eyes when you talk to them, the way you pout your lips, the way you speak Malay is so endearing, the way you get excited when you want to share something and so much more. I am not supposed to think of you at all. This is supposed to be wrong but it feels so right.
Honestly speaking, why should I even worry about it? It's not as if you are going to even notice me at all. I am just a friend to you, someone who you confide in, nothing more, nothing less. Even though our perspective on love is so much alike and I know I can go far with you but it's just wishful thinking. And it's not as if I am not use to suppressing my feelings for guys that I fall for. A wish is a wish, nothing more. And I am entitled to dream of me and you right? That would be way much more fun. *kepiting*
I can't believe it but...
PS: "Falling for you" by Colbie Caillat