There is a certain sense of contentment that washes through you when you take a step back from your life to have a good look at your friendships, both the past and the present.
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Syima got married yesterday.
Zarrin got married last month.
Ayun & Netty got married to each other back in 2019.
Azieera got married back in 2013.
Azman got married back in 2016.
Lala got married last year, I think.
Q got engaged last month.
Randy got married a few years back.
Arini got married a couple of years back.
Alif has been together with Syabil for years.
Fairul is dating someone for the past few months.
Feeza is dating someone for the past few months.
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Nadia got married back in 2017.
Nique got married last year.
Nisa got married last year.
Fee got married last month.
Lim Hui got engaged last year.
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I have had always take pride in being the mother hen within my groups of friends. Fusing about them over stupid things and nagging at them just for the fun of it. Making sure that they can talk to me about their problems. Just in general making sure that they are doing okay in life. So to see them progressing well, moving forward in life towards happiness, brings a certain kind of warmth to my cold dead heart. Even though I'm no longer that close to half of them, it feels weird that I really do wish them with all the happiness in the world with their partners, from the bottom of my black heart.
It feels good knowing that they are okay, they gonna to be okay, they will be okay.
Syukur Alhamdulillah. ❤
