1 of my 3 managers is currently on hospitalization & maternity leave since May, she will be back in September. So basically I have been covering about 10 - 15% of her workload.
Then another manager tendered her resignation back in July as she is going back to school to do her Masters. So I took over about 20% of her workload until my department hires a new manager. And from the looks of it, don't think the hiring process is going well.
My last manager got offered a job at LTA & is confirm taking up the job offer. Considering that I have been working closely with her all this time & she has been looping me in at least 60% of her emails, from the looks of it, it's obvious that I will taking over a bulk of her workload once she leave.
On top of all these, I am the BCM Rep, KPI Rep, eRegistry Rep, Data Domain Steward and the Fire Warden for my department.
Juggling all of these responsibilities, while doing my daily administrative & finance duties.
I can feel myself getting stretched further but it is those kind of situation where I will either sink or swim. And I desperately want to swim, proving my worth but it's hard when my emotions & mental health are all over the place. It's that kind of thinking that if I can get over & excel in this situation, I will have the confidence to aim higher but at the same time, it's emotionally & mentally tiring just tiring to be better. I can feel myself drained from doing too much & from not doing anything either.
I will be okay. In Shaa' Allah.
