2nd Guessing

I'm constantly second-guessing myself. I know that I want to go on a solo-trip, but I keep doubting myself and keep feeling uncertain about the whole trip. Part of me is not sure about even going on this trip. It's like I want to go but at the same time, I don't want to go at all. I mean, I do want to go but I have not idea why I subconsciously keep convincing myself otherwise.

The dates are set - 16th - 27 September 2019. It's just the location.

At first it was

Rome, Florence & Milan.

Then it was

London & Frankfurt.

After that it was

London & Rome.

And now it's

London, Brussels & Amsterdam.

I'm annoyed that I'm being rather indecisive about my own holiday.

Solo Trip 2019

It's decided.
I'm going to London and Rome.

5 days, 16th - 21st September 2019 - London, UK
7 days, 21st - 27th September 2019, Rome, Italy

I'm not going to change my mind.

Even though I'm feeling very fickle-minded & hesitant about going on the trip.

I'm not sure why though.

But this is my goal for 2019.

In Shaa' Allah, I will achieve it.