Guilt

Job interview with National Heritage Board, last Friday.

Job interview with Kaplan Singapore, next Tuesday.

Women's Tennis Association, Opening Night - 17th, 19th & 20th October

Christmas Wonderland - 13th November till 12th January

My heart feels heavy.

I feel uncertain.

I feel guilty for desperately wanting to pursue my happiness.

I feel guilty for not meeting up to my own expectations.

I feel guilty for putting my sanity a priority.
I feel guilty for not making my parents feel proud of me.
I feel guilty for constantly questioning every decision that I made.
I feel guilty for not being able to be a better person.
I feel guilty for failing every single day.
I feel guilty for not being decisive enough when it comes to it.
I feel guilty for being unsure of what I want in life.
I feel guilty for not being having the confidence in myself.
I feel guilty for feeling guilty.

In Shaa' Allah, HE will guide me to the correct path.
I need to never lose my faith in HIM.