so much anger & sadness...

i nvr did realise it...but i seriously have lots of anger & sadness bottled up in me...for the past few weeks...i jus feel alot of hatred to pratically all my frenz...i kinda of hate them for nearly everything...especially my collegues...one of them in particular...everytime i see him, feel like i jus wanna take an axe & chopped him up into a million pieces & jus feed him to the wild boars in tekong...then, there's the other asshole who lyke constantly getting off...buat keje tak seberapa...mintak off melebih-lebih...wat a fucking fat asshole...got another idiot who can't be ordered around...a psychopath in the waiting...an officer who is a major pain in my butt...i dunnoe...i jus kinda of feel angry at every1 around me...i feel angry at them for ignoring me...i feel angry at them for talking to me...i jus dunt even noe wat going on wit me rite nw...for the past few weeks i feel all sorts of emotions cuming back...i totally feel my mind shut down at werk...almost everyday...its like i feel as if i wake up everyday with nothing in my skull xcept for cobwebs & dusts...den b4 i noe it, i wld jus feel sad...not for ani1...but for myself...i sympathize myself for reasons i dare not say...ah, screw it...i tink i m too naive & patient for my own good...i tink tat every1 is stepping over my head...i dunnoe how to xplain it but ya, tatz how i feel...i dunnoe...i jus feel lost again...