Last Wednesday was total fun. Eventhough it started out as pure crap. I met up with gaz first at around 4pm and just slack around with him till Q came at 5plus. The three of us waited for the rest. Ifah reached ard 6plus while afiq & ayun reached ard 7plus and ayan reached ard 8plus. We changed, did our make-up and did everything else at the void deck. It was total chaos just trying to get ready. By 8.30pm, we were done. Last minute, we decided to take the train. So we pick sha and sheyqn at pasir ris, we pick shura up at tanah merah. All of us were like practically wearing white eventhough it was more of a white and yellow affair. We were loud & crazy inside the train. We met up with azman at clarke quay mrt station. All 11 of us went to the club first to get our stamp. Izhan, jojo and ayis, as usual, were taking their own sweet time. I was fucking pissed off once we were at the cashier. We found out that girls had to pay 12 bucks. I thought it was fucking ladies' night, it was supposed to be free. The fucking website says so. To the girls, I am totally sorry that you, girls had to pay. Stupid club!
Anyway, about 15 minutes later, izhan, jojo and ayis arrived. We were just sitting around outside the club, before you know it, all of us bumped into our friends. Sha, sheyqn, me, izhan, afiq, azman, shura, Q, ayun, jojo and ayis were all separated, talking to our friends. Around 11.15pm, we went off to buy some drinks. All of us sat at Riverside Point's fountain and just started chilling and drinking. Later, lala, her sister, hilda and their friends, diana and munky arrived. About 15 minutes later, mak cha and her guy came. We were drinking, smoking our asses off, talking crap, laughing, cam-whoring, doing stupid shits and totally having fun! Around 1am, then we went back to the club. While walking back to the club, all of us bumped into some more friends, saw danial, fairuz, abang, nor, afzal, shi ting, and salim. It was nice to see them.
Inside the club was fucking packed! Smooth was totally packed like crazy! There was no space to dance at all. Everyone was pushing one another. It was like a fucking mosh! I could practically do a bloody body surf from the entrance to the exit. The songs was rather lame, everyone was just standing and looking around. All of us got separated into three groups, me, izhan, jojo, shura, azman, lala, afiq and hilda was one group, Q, ayun, ifah and ayan was another group, sheyqn, sha, ayis and gaz was together. Mak cha and her guy were still outside drinking with their friends. My group was inside the cage, we were pushing other people. Lala was cursing and swearing some freaking chinese guys. Jojo was dancing and pushing some chinese girls. Seriously, inside the cage were all chinese except for us. It was as if, malays are not allowed inside the cage at all. Before we know it, all of us were practically trying to get out from that horrible place.
We sat outside the club complaining and cursing the place. Sha lost his wallet. I felt so sorry for him. Around 2.30am, sha and sheqyn went back home first. The ones that were still there was me, izhan, Q, ayun, ifah, ayan, gaz, afiq, ayis, jojo, mak cha and mamal. We just sat outside complaining about everything that just happened. It was one of the worst clubbing outing we ever had. It was so fucked up! Around 3am, we decided to go back in and dance at Retro.
Retro was freaking fun! It was a total blast! Me, Q, izhan, ayun, ifah, ayan, gaz, afiq, ayis, jojo, azman, shura, mak cha & mamal were practically dancing our asses off. We were singing to all the songs, eventhough half the time we don't even know the lyrics at all. We were doing simple stupid steps, screaming at the top of our lungs and jumping up and down. It was really crazy! It's just a bloody feel-good place. It was totally freaking cool. Around 4am, ifah, ayan and afiq went off. I was still dancing my ass off alone while the rest were just sitting down at looking around. I had so much fun! Around 4.45am, we went off from the club and slack at the nearby bridge till 5.45am. After that, all of us went our separate ways. Izhan, ayis and jojo went back together, me, gaz, ayun and Q went back together, mak cha and mamal took the bus, azman went back with his friends, same goes for shura and we have no idea what happened to lala & her sister, hilda.
Oh ya, in the train, bumped into my boify, azeer! Seriously, i totally had the urge to scream and just hug him but it was morning and everyone in the train was fast asleep. I miss him so much! We reached tampines around 7am, went to wash our faces at the toilet and bought breakfast at Macdonald's. Q was totally complaining about her heels, in the end, we took the cab back to her house. We collected our bags, met up with fatin and slacked at Q's void deck till 8am. Overall, I had crazy fun! I truly enjoyed myself.
Reached home, I fell asleep around 8.30am & woke up at 11.30am. I only sleep for 3 bloody hours. Surprisingly, i was okay but still felt tired. Around 6pm, went down to my void deck to met up with fid. I had to help him wrap the present for linda. We were just sitting and talking, well, he was talking, i was listening. He was telling me about his problems and all that crap that comes along with him. As usual, me being the bitch that i am, i only listened to about 75 percent of what comes out from his mouth. I such a bitch! Around 8pm, i went off and he went to meet his friends. Before we separated, i asked him for amir's no. Surprisingly, he gave me the number with a warning as well. He said that i can only be friends with amir. I was like giving him a 'whatever' look and told him that he got linda, me & him, we got nothing on. He said that he and linda got nothing on yet, so he is still together with me. Once he is with linda, then i can be with amir. Ahahahaha!!! He is such a jackass but he is still my jackass and i love him!
On to a different topic. I am not so sure whether i should tell you what i know or should i just keep quiet and tell you when the time is right. That seems to be the problem, when will i know when is the right time to tell you. It is a horrible piece of news but knowing you fully well, i really think you should experience it first. I have a strong feeling that even if i tell you, you will ignore it and pretend as if nothing happens. I know we are not that close but i love and care for you. I guess i should just keep quiet first and see what happens. I really hope that you will discover the truth yourself and move on because i know you can find someone better and deserve someone better. Just hoping that everything would turn on just nice for you.
Why must i know you?
