Sunday, December 15, 2019

Spree

I went on a birthday shopping spree.

iPhone 11 Pro Max + accessories - $1,204.90
7 X Suparwear Trunks - $168.05
Fossil Watch - $135.00
Flesh Imp Sweater - $40.90
iTunes, Marvel - $153.51
Pore Vacuum - $41.57
House of X / Powers of X - $70.17
The Witcher Series - $100.63
2 X Pedro Shoes - $233.80
Adidas Stan Smith Shoes - $120
Thomas Sabo Ring - $208.05
2 X ZARA long sleeve shirts - $91.80
3 X G2000 shirts - $78.40
G2000 belt - $49.00
2 X Uniqlo smart pants - $99.80
Birkenstock - $139.00
Massage & Body Scrub - $135

Total: $3,069.22

Set aside $3,000 in a span of 3 months so that I could go crazy for my birthday. I mean, I could go on another short trip but since I got no more annual leave left. I decided to splurge like crazy. And I realized that half of the things that I brought are to replace the things that are almost worn-out. I exceeded my budget by a little bit. Oh well...

I'm happy.
I'm thankful.
I'm blessed.

Alhamdulillah. ❤

Sunday, November 24, 2019

Main goal

I got too many plans. I need to stick to just one first and work my way around the rest. I keep making plans then I get paranoid and make a few back-up goals / plans in case that I can't achieve the first one that I thought of. Before I knew it, I will get distracted by my own goals / plans and out of the blue, I will be trying my hardest to achieve plan D or E and completely forgotten about plan A.

And now that I remember my goal since years ago, I'm going to try to achieve it. And that is to do a solo backpacking trip throughout Europe for a month. I went to Paris alone. I went to London alone. So I'm quite confident of going to Europe alone for a month.
  • 27th May 2022 - Singapore
  • 27th May - 29th May 2022 - Rome, Italy
  • 29th May - 31st May 2022 - Florence, Italy
  • 31st May - 02nd June 2022 - Venice, Italy
  • 02nd June - 04th June 2022 - Ljubljana, Slovenia
  • 05th June - 08th June 2022 - Budapest, Hungary
  • 08th June - 10th June 2022 - Bratislava, Slovakia
  • 10th June - 12th June 2022 - Vienna, Austria
  • 13th June - 15th June 2022 - Prague, Czechia
  • 16th June - 18th June 2022 - Berlin, Germany
  • 19th June - 21st June 2022 - Amsterdam, Netherlands
  • 21st June - 23rd June 2022 - Brussels, Belgium
  • 23rd June - 26th June 2022 - Paris, France
  • 26th June - 28th June 2022 - Zurich, Switzerland
  • 28th June - 01st July 2022 - Milan, Italy
  • 01st July 2022 - Rome, Italy

This is my target now.
In Shaa' Allah, I will achieve this in 2022.
I shall do this! 
I will do this! 
I can do this!

Saturday, November 09, 2019

Plans

For 2020.

Bali from 19th to 22nd July.
Taking 3 days of leave.

Melbourne in 11th to 18th December.
Taking 5 days of leave plus birthday off.

I'm left with 6 days of leave.

Hmmm...




Saturday, October 12, 2019

35

Turning 35 in 2 years' time. I can feel time weighing down on me.

The need to show that you are progressing in life.
The need to show that you have a direction in life.
The need to show that you have a purpose in life.

After weighing my considerations, well, it's more of me just following my heart - I came up with 2 options that I'm happy with.

Option 1
Saved up at least $20,000 by January 2022 so that I have the money to purchase a 3-bedroom HDB apartment and finished up my French classes, so that I will have a Certificate in French Language.

or 

Option 2
Saved up at least $20,000 by January 2022 and get a Diploma in TESOL (Teaching English to Speaker of Other Languages) and applied for a teaching job overseas, with money in my bank.

So bottomline is that I need to save $20,000. That's the only concrete goal that I have in my mind. And one that I honestly think that I can achieve.

In Shaa' Allah, I will know what to do when the time is right.

Saturday, October 05, 2019

London

London, United Kingdom
25th September - 04th October 2019

25th September 2019, Wednesday
London Heathrow Airport
Ladbroke Grove
Cambridge Gardens, Portobello Road

26th September 2019, Thursday
Westfield Shopping Mall, Wood Lane
Regent's Park
London Central Mosque
Underground @ Waterloo Station

27th September 2019, Friday
Portobello Market, Notting Hill
British Museum

28th September 2019, Saturday
The Palace Theatre - Harry Potter & The Cursed Child
Leicester Square

29th September 2019, Sunday
Victoria & Albert Museum
Kensington Palace & Gardens

30th September 2019, Monday
Tate Modern
The London Eye

01st October 2019, Tuesday
Warner Bros Studio Tour - The Making of Harry Potter

02nd October 2019, Wednesday
Trafalgar Square
The National Gallery
Halal Guys
Buckingham Palace
Green Park

03rd October 2019, Thursday
Oxford Street
Primark, Tottenham Court Road
VQ Restaurant

04th October 2019, Friday
Cambridge Gardens, Portobello Road
Ladbroke Grove
London Heathrow Airport

London was nice. Honestly think that it would have been a lot better if I had travelled there with a love one.


Tuesday, September 24, 2019

Budget

London Expenses

Flight (Emirates) - $1,122.40
Airbnb - $1,844.60
Harry Potter Play - $246.43 (£135)
Harry Potter Tour - $94.43 (£54.95)
Insurance - $60.12
SIM Card - $46
Expenses - $1,211 (£700)

Total - $4,624.98

Sunday, July 28, 2019

Blessed

Every time I thought that I would be shortage of cash until my next payday, 

I somehow am able to stretch what's remained of my money all the way till my next payday, or,
Somebody owes me money, & were able to pay back when I'm in need, or, 
Like I will get extra money from somewhere.

This time round, I'm receiving extra money
1. $300 for GST vouchers
2. $200 from F1
3. A few others owe me money

Honestly speaking, I'm feeling really blessed & grateful to have constant cash, & not worry that much about owing anyone or late bill payments.

Syukur Alhamdulillah

Monday, July 08, 2019

Giving up

I like to draw my patterns & abstract portraits.
I like to color my coloring books.
I like to write my fan-fiction ideas & stories.
I like to read my manga, comics & fantasy books.
I like to watch my TV shows on Netflix.
I like to watch my Korean TV shows on Viu.

And everything that I like is just taking up time into each other.
I feel the need to give up one of them so that I can focus on the others.
But I like all too much.

Oh well.
We shall see how...


Sunday, May 26, 2019

Payments

London Trip

Flight - $1,122.40
Airbnb - $922.30 out of $1,844.60
Harry Potter Play - $246.43
Harry Potter Tour - $94.43
Insurance - $74.80
SIM Card - $46
Spa - $63

All that's left is for me to set aside my allowance for the trip.
Feeling slightly tight with other things to pay for.
I'm beginning to felt slightly jittery about the trip.
10 days alone in London.

In Shaa' Allah, everything will be fine.


Wednesday, April 24, 2019

Avengers: Endgame

The Final Battle Scene was almost perfection.

My only issue is that I was hoping for it to be another 5 to 10 minutes longer. I wanted more scenes from each superheroes. I mean the movie franchise was built from decades worth of comic book stories and ideas from geniuses. 2008 was the launch of the first movie and 11 years later, we finally received the accumulation of this built up. I had goosebumps several times throughout the movie and honestly speaking, 3 hours is not enough. I really felt that the movie should have been extended for another half an hour at least, to give more time to some of the characters. I mean, I get it that at the end of the day, this movie is about coming full circle for the 6 original Avengers but I still feel that there were some moments that they could make the other characters shine and mark their standing in the movie. At times, it does feel a tad rushed but I was cool with it.

The final battle scene immediately started after the 6 infinity stones were assemble together from different times and Hulk was the one to do the snap to bring everyone back.

The moment that Captain America, Iron Man and Thor came out from the destroyed Avengers building, to face Thanos - gave me goosebumps. The big 3 throughout the Marvel history came together to hold their own against the villain was so good. Even though the writers weakened Thor quite a bit, which was slightly disappointing but at least you get to see him fighting with 2 hammers. Then you could see that Thanos was winning, plummeting the 3 heroes easily, with Iron Man getting hit and knockout by Thor's Mjolnir, followed by Thor almost getting killed by his own Stormbreaker. Then another goosebumps moment came with Captain America being worthy to carry the Mjolnir and fought back against Thor. That was a fucking excellent moment. Until Thanos managed to overpower him.

There was this silent moment in the movie that you could feel the anticipation of something epic happening when even after being knock down, Captain America got up to face Thanos and this time, along with his Black Order and all of his soldiers. That was a beautiful moment/feeling for me. You could see his sense of desperation and need to avenge for his fallen team members written all over his face.

And you see a portal behind Captain America opening up, followed by Black Panther, Shuri and Okoye being the first one to come out of it. That was pure orgasm. Within minutes, all the superheroes and soldiers that were snapped to dust in Infinity War came out of several portals through out the scene. I wanted to scream for joy and orgasm. It was a glorious moment to see all these superheroes coming out to back the leader of the Avengers. It was a few minutes of goosebumps orgasm.

To me, the most perfect moment in the entire movie was when all of them came up behind him, most of the alive superheroes in that scene standing behind him, ready to give their all for the fight of their life. Then you see Captain America shouting out 'Avengers', summoning Mjolnir and saying with confidence, 'Assemble'. That was the most fucking perfect moment ever. Everything that I have ever read in the comics was physically translated onto that scene. All of them running towards the enemy was everything to me.

I mean they did focused on all the superheroes in action but it was just bits and pieces that left me craving for more. 

Throughout the battle scene, they were playing with passing the Infinity Gauntlet around trying to get it to the Quantum Tunnel in Ant-man's ugly brown van was a surprisingly entertaining and enjoyable scene. Hawkeye holding on to it, passing to Black Panther, before passing it to Spider-Man - Spider-Man being rescued by Mjolnir, then Rescue, Pepper Potts in her own Iron-Man suit, and riding on Pegasus with Valkyrie, and finally giving it to Captain Marvel. The scene that he got bombarded by several blasts all around him while hugging tightly to the Infinity Gauntlet before waking up in a daze was adorable.

In between seeing the fight between Scarlet Witch and Thanos, she could have easily killed him if she had better control and understanding of her power. Undoubtedly, Scarlet Witch is the strongest Avenger given more time and more training, I honestly think that she could easily telekinetically hold all the Avengers in mid-air.

It just irks me that in between all these mess, I did not get to see The Black Order exerting their dominance throughout the fight. They are technically the best fighters in the universe and that is why Thanos choose them to be his generals but it was swept under all the craziness. Black Dwarf was killed by having Ant-Man turning into a 60-foot giant and stepping on him. I have no idea what happened to Proxima Midnight. Corvus Glaive was stabbed in the chest by Okoye. Ebony Maw turned to dust after the snap.

Anyway, there was another awesome scene where Captain Marvel had gotten hold of the Infinity Gauntlet from Spider-Man, all the ladies came together to back her up. And all of them look gorgeous and I realized that they could easily hold their own against the men and might even win against the male members of the Avengers if it comes down to it.

Captain Marvel, Scarlet Witch, Valkyrie, Okoye, Shuri, Mantis, The Wasp, Gamora, Nebula & Rescue standing together. I mean even though the fight was only a couple of minutes but it was still a gorgeous scene.

Every battle scene in any action-packed movie would always have that one scene where it looks as if the bad guy is going to win but they are not going to, just to play with the emotions of the audience. This was it. The scene where Iron Man, Captain Marvel, Thor and Captain America, individually fought Thanos as he tried to grab hold of the Infinity Gauntlet. And this time round, they showed that Captain Marvel was slightly much stronger than Thanos, almost winning the fight. 

And the scene where Tony managed to steal the Infinity Stones and fixed it to his own suit and snap his fingers. The most heartbreaking scene ever.

I don't think anybody saw it coming. I mean rumors were circulated that Captain America was the one that is going to die while Iron Man was going to retire, not the other way round.

11 years in the making and it was totally worth the wait.

I'm scared for the future of MCU. I have no idea how they are going to do better that this movie for the next Avengers' movie but I'm looking forward to it though. 

Sunday, April 07, 2019

Confirmed

Changed my mind at the last minute and bought the tickets to London only. Somehow I managed to convinced myself that I need my holidays to be chill and laidback. I have no idea why did I decide to visit 2 or more countries in the first place. When I went to Paris last year, I woke up around 9am or 10am and took my own sweet time to get ready. I wasn't rushing to anything. I do have a planned itinerary but nothing was usually planned in the morning. I had freaking 8 hours of sleep every night. I took my time to figure out what to wear, took OOTD, pack my bag for the day and had brunch every day. It was chilled. That's what I need my holidays to be. That's one of the main reasons why I prefer to go on solo trips.

So I have bought my flight tickets to London and my Harry Potter play tickets.

19th September - 23rd September
Singapore Grand Prix 2019

24th September - 04th October
London, United Kingdom

In Shaa' Allah, everything will be fine.

Wednesday, March 13, 2019

Decided

This time, it's decided.
No more changing.
I have weigh out the pros & cons.

19th till 23rd September
Singapore Grand Prix 2019

24th till 29th September
London, United Kingdom

30th September till 04th October
Rome, Italy


In Shaa' Allah, everything will work out fine.

Sunday, February 17, 2019

2nd Guessing

I'm constantly second-guessing myself. I know that I want to go on a solo-trip, but I keep doubting myself and keep feeling uncertain about the whole trip. Part of me is not sure about even going on this trip. It's like I want to go but at the same time, I don't want to go at all. I mean, I do want to go but I have not idea why I subconsciously keep convincing myself otherwise.

The dates are set - 16th - 27 September 2019. It's just the location.

At first it was
Rome, Florence & Milan.
Then it was
London & Frankfurt.
After that it was
London & Rome.
And now it's
London, Brussels & Amsterdam.

I'm annoyed that I'm being rather indecisive about my own holiday.

Sunday, February 03, 2019

Solo Trip 2019

It's decided.
I'm going to London and Rome.

5 days, 16th - 21st September 2019 - London, UK
7 days, 21st - 27th September 2019, Rome, Italy

I'm not going to change my mind.

Even though I'm feeling very fickle-minded & hesitant about going on the trip.

I'm not sure why though.

But this is my goal for 2019.

In Shaa' Allah, I will achieve it.

Tuesday, January 01, 2019

2019

Daily prayers.
  1. May Allah SWT forgives my parents, my family, my friends, my fellow Islamic brothers & sisters & my sins.
  2. May Allah SWT accepts my parents, my family, my friends, my fellow Islamic brothers & sisters & my deeds.
  3. May Allah SWT protect my parents, my family, my friends, my fellow Islamic brothers & sisters & myself from hellfire.
  4. May Allah SWT protect my parents, my family, my friends, my fellow Islamic brothers & sisters & myself from any misfortune in this world.
  5. May Allah SWT guide my parents, my family, my friends, my fellow Islamic brothers & sisters & myself to the right path.
  6. May Allah SWT bring my parents, my family, my friends, my fellow Islamic brothers & sisters & myself to HIS Paradise.
  7. May Allah SWT strengthen my parents, my family, my friends, my fellow Islamic brothers & sisters & my faith in HIM.
  8. May Allah SWT bless my parents, my family, my friends, my fellow Islamic brothers & sisters & myself with abundance wealth.
  9. May Allah SWT keep my parents, my family, my friends, my fellow Islamic brothers & sisters & myself in good health always.
  10. May Allah SWT bless my parents, my family, my friends, my fellow Islamic brothers & sisters & my hearts & minds to be in good conscience always.
  11. May Allah SWT give me the strength to love & succeed in my current job.
  12. May Allah SWT bless my brother-in-law & sister's business with success.
  13. May Allah SWT allow me to achieve my goal of going to Italy for 2 weeks this year.
Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.