Monday, December 26, 2011

2011



2011. It has been one of the best years ever.

I couldn't have been more happy how everything in life turns out to be good. Started off the year with working for a company that I actually enjoyed. As much as there were politics involved, working with fun and cheerful people was really worth it. Having colleagues that you can go out for drinks, having a boss that is very understanding and having a few really good-looking higher management staffs. I was actually loving the job and I worked there close to a year. The location was good, the people working in the nearby buildings are surprisingly cute and good looking. That was where I got to know Aron.

Truth be told, I'm still pretty much in love with Aron and at times I wished that I am in a relationship with him. With his busy schedules and constantly travelling overseas, I don' think I could cope with that. I got to know him in February and we have only went out on 3 dates and hang out once. If he was in town, he would text me but my school schedules and his work schedules always clashes. I really do miss him a lot. I guess if our schedules were different, things would have work out differently for us.

After 4 years of drama, I finally managed to study in NAFA with the course of my choosing, Diploma In Arts Management, Performing Arts. Up till today, I am forever grateful and thankful to Allah SWT for letting me going through this path. As much as it's tough, it really made me mentally prepared to go through school. I make a promised to myself to not disappoint my parents in my studies anymore. I will work my brains off until I get a scholarship to pursue a Degree. I have no intention of letting anything getting in my way at all. I'm dead serious about it.

Honestly, I'm at the stage where I couldn't be more thankful that my parents are very supportive of my dreams right now. My second sister is getting engaged next year. I'm truly happy for her and wish her all the best. She truly has been more of like a big sister for me and I couldn't thank her enough. My younger brother is completing his diploma soon and going NS. Hope everything would work out just fine for him. My youngest sister broke up with her pathetic loser ex-boyfriend, at last. All our cousins and my siblings couldn't have been more than happy for her. My only concern is that I just wished that she knows what she is doing with her life. My baby brother is getting more and more pampered and spoilt but at least he is producing the results, in terms of his studies. My cousins are doing very well. One of them got selected to be an SIA Air-Steward, another just started her job at ICA while another is coping well in NUS. Another one is getting married next year while another is having a baby next year as well. I truly hope that everything would go smoothly for each and everyone of my relatives.

My Dolls. A whole load of dramas for us. A lot of ups and downs moments. My relationships with each and everyone of them have been like a roller-coaster ride. 
Rasta Doll, no matter what this idiot do, I'm always happy for him and I'm truly love him loads. 
Preppy Doll, I'm loving her more and more as time passes by and I really wish that she will get a job that she loves and a guy that would love her flaws and all. It's time that she deserved a guy that would treat her right. 
Fabulous Doll, one of the most lovable and naive person that I've ever known. Seeing him grow up to become an adult who is working his butt off to take care of his parents and taking care of his health, truly make me super proud of him. 
Seraphic Doll, still as crazy as ever and half the time she freaks me out with her thoughts alone but you got to love this girl for her sense of originality and determination. I have always admire her for her perspective towards life and her intelligence. 
Euphoric Doll, another determine girl who seems to be unable to do any wrong towards me. I love her loads and truly hope that she succeeds in her studies and career. 
Beng Doll, I know him as a true typical malay guy and to see him transform into a responsible adult and dealing with life. As the going gets tough, he gets even tougher.
Rascal Doll, I know he had one tough year, I am happy that he managed to pull through and work things out in school and with his family. Hopefully everything would get better for him.
Doodle Doll, I'm truly proud of what he had accomplish this past year. Getting a job at Sephora and being in a loving relationship with Abang. Everything is working out fine for him.
Porcelain Doll, I'm envious of him. Loving family, ideal job, travelling around the world. Now all that is left is a perfect boyfriend to love him. I really hope that next year he would find one.
Skinny-Lanky Doll, Nothing much to say. Just don't call me when you are having a stupid fight with your girlfriend. I'm not Aunt Agony, I got better things to do.
Bitchy Doll, I known her for 13 years and I'm seeing everything being washed away within an instant. I truly have no idea what is the problem. It has always been your habit to built a defense mechanism whenever you have a problem with someone. Truth be told, even I know that I have never been able to break your wall. So here I am, apologizing from the bottom of my heart for not being able to understand you better and be there in your time of need. I hope you'll accept my apology.

Lastly, I have gained a lot of new friends this year and I've been so busy that I'm neglecting my old friends. For that I truly apologize to all my old friends. At the same time, I am truly thankful to have a bond with each and everyone of them. This year has really been a thankful year for me. I have so many things to be thankful for. I truly feel blessed.


Here's to 2012. Hopefully it would be a better year of laughter and joys to my family, relatives, Dolls and friends. <3

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