Casual Update

Reshuffling my monthly goals. I've achieved 3 out of my 12 goals, so I'm on track and shall keep it that way.

1. January - Buy new office attire for new job. 
2. February - Buy Trial of X, Volume 1-12.
3. March - Set aside for Hari Raya.
4. April - Buy LV City Keepall 25 or Keepall Bandouliere 25.
5. May - Buy Bangkok & Tokyo flight tickets.
6. June - Savings.
7. July - Savings.
8. August - 1 week trip to Bangkok.
9. September - Savings.
10. October - 10 days trip to Tokyo.
11. November - Savings.
12. December - Savings.

I got fickle-minded and decided to bring forward my Bangkok trip. August is a non-peak period though it will be rainy season but I honestly don't mind it. Also I'm not willing to wait all the way till December to go to Bangkok. And after careful consideration, I realised that I won't be able to afford to go on a 2 weeks trip to Osaka & Tokyo. So i will cut short and make it a 10 days trip to Tokyo. I mean, there are a lot of things for me to do in Tokyo, I can take my time to explore the city.

In Shaa' Allah, I will be able to achieve all of my monthly goals.

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Life has been peaceful, I guess.

I deactivated my Instagram account since it was beginning to affect my mental health. There's so much I want to type down but I'm finding it quite hard trying to interpret/translate/arrange my thoughts and emotions properly. I want to to sit down and talk/discuss all my thoughts and emotions and have someone answer it for me. Just to be honest about it. Not on a therapy basis but more with providing different point of views and have a healthy discussion about everything that is going on. I can feel myself bottling things up and it's either I'm going to explode first or I will do something stupid to numb myself.

In Shaa' Allah, everything will be fine.

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Work has been smooth sailing. 5 more months to go until the end of my probation. The pressure is not there yet but I'm expecting it once the Head of Compliance is available to go through with me on the company's compliance. I'm not sure what else to type about work. It has been straightforward so far - just taking care of the office and planning for upcoming things, arranging for interviews for internship. Weekly team meetings and weekly HR meetings. 

In Shaa' Allah, I will succeed in this new job.